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Growing Up

by Emily Henderson

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1.
What I Know 02:50
My heart is young, it does not know How sour things can really go It knows not yet to sacrifice Lest later pay a larger price Guess I thought you'd answer loud and clear Guess I don't know what I'm doing here Cause I'm just learning as I go And all I've got is what I know Oh, what do I know Oh, what do I really know The deed was done, the years had passed I should've known it wouldn't last I guess you reap just what you sow And all I've grown is what I know Oh, what do I know Oh, what do I really know Oh, what do I know Oh, what do I really know
2.
This Time 04:08
That's enough This time I'm too tired to try to act tough I've been afraid for years To try to say what's really causing all these tears As for love, why do I keep pretending I might get a happy ending, That I know what that would mean? So tonight, I'm coming clean I think I need somebody this time I think I need somebody this time I can't bear this burden if it's all mine I think I need somebody this time And how does it feel to be so cold? Just because you're stronger doesn't mean you get control And I've kept my silence I've held my peace Just waiting for the screaming in my head To finally cease And you knew I was on my own There's no one to expose you When your victim's all alone And I'll admit, you had me quiet for a while But this time I'm gonna sing till I remember how to smile Cause I'm gonna find somebody this time I'm not gonna hide your secrets inside of me And I'm not afraid to swallow my pride The next time I bleed somebody will find me I'm not scared to need somebody this time The fight you thought you killed has not died in me I'm gonna be somebody this time I'm gonna need somebody this time You don't own me this time
3.
Separated 07:08
To my beloved: I'm sorry it's taken so long to write. I'm still in the midst of finding out what I've done wrong... and right. And I believe someday we'll laugh at the things that consume our lives- Assuming the part of our hearts that still knows how to love survives But how can you know, without traveling time, Mistakes that were yours and the ones that are mine? So while on our separate roads we go along, I thought that I'd write you a song. And in the beginning I foolishly searched for a book of rules For trying to fix something that I thought was broken, without the tools But who's to say we're qualified to give or to take? To mend yours or my hearts or allow them to break? All I know is I'm thinking of you all along, So what can I do, but write you a song? I don't know if you'll stay or decide you should go, But whatever happens, I need you to know My heart has grown weak, but my love remains stronger Than I could express in a song.
4.
Growing Up 06:23
Long ago, but very near Two best friends held each other dear One a girl, and one a boy Only kids of eight and nine Only holding hands until their dinner time But it was real, in Illinois And when the winter came They loved each other just the same Just a boy and a girl, together Growing up Later on, in their lives Their friends were finding husbands, finding wives But not the boy, and not the girl Out of school, twenty-eight and twenty-nine And realizing their love Was only a matter of time And in a day, they became each other's world And on their wedding day They were kissing in a different way Just a man and a woman, together Growing up In sickness and in health she vowed But it came back to haunt her now Cause as it always seems to be Perfect things end suddenly And even on her knees each night Even though he put up such a fight The angels took him away, Gave him one thing to say: I love you On the porch, the day he died Heaven knows how many tears she cried A lonely woman, for a man And late that night, in her sleep In her dreams he showed her, Love runs further than skin deep And for a moment, she could feel his hand And she began to sleep before the night Just to dream of him still by her side And soon she slept, this time forever A boy and a girl again together Remembering their lives, and never Growing up

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released September 21, 2012

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Emily Henderson is a singer/songwriter located in the Chicago suburbs.

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